revelation

I went to zouk again.. with Kenny



where i saw Judith, on the eve of Valentine's Day..

before that was out with Lingoo.. to acid bar.. den met the moody soulmate..



probably i just felt empty.



reached home only @ 5 am...



Valentine's Day proper was even more crap

- my mom assume i will stay @ home since this yr i got no BF

- my awaited potential date got cancelled

- suffer from the lack of sleep



MOODY~



so i met Sihui , who offered to be my back-up date.. at kovan HK cafe~ chat all the way till past midnight...



Friday met the JC girls for dinner @ Chomp Chomp..

its been so many years... everytime we talk back about JC days theres still so much laughs..



Xiaoyun got Jianming now.. and probably this year is R.O.M-ing...

Adeline got her stable r/s also .. with various rumors of ROM too!!

Sihui is going to pursue her degree in Aussie~



Me? Just being my day-to-day insurance agent while awaiting graduation ... and leading this super complicated love life.. or rather social life



after the dinner ... we slacked @ ICE 3 ...

xiaoyun had to go home early so we sent her back before going on to my house for gossiping..



i never felt really close to my jc friends during jc times but yet it is this period where i started to sense their concern and small actions that touched the heart..

so long nv really blogged ..

to the reply to the comment for my last entry...
yea.. the song makes me think..
and perhaps i really dunno who i am or what i want..

many ppl think its wrong..
many ppl say i should stop
this mutual benefit relationship thing

xiaoyun says she understand & she rather i have 1 than many
is that right?

the mutual benefit is getting more clear
it's sharing of similar interest, similar hobbies, similar thinkings
it's assisting each other in career goals
but it's also greatly in the financial stand

we call it -sponged-

he is willing to be sponged & guide & be nice in a way
in turn i run errands

its coming march..
coming 3 months..
but i still do not know how to let go successfully

P.S. let me meet *the one*