No. 101

This is my 101th post.

I happened to login to realised that i've made 100 posts before today.
So this signifies my 101th post of the blog.

I'm sick.

I hate temperature that hovers between 37-38 degrees.
*argh*

Sometimes you just have to believe the power of our mind
i sms to confirm an appt with my client for tmr
and since i wasnt feeling well
i was praying hard for him to postpone to friday or sth
and his reply came back
"my wife asking if we can meet on friday?"

O.M.G
dunno to be happy or sad.

zzz

Listen. Think. Reflect

你不是真正的快乐

人 群中 哭著 你只想变成透明的颜色
你再也不会梦 或痛 或心动了
你已经决定了 你已经决定了
你 静静 忍著 紧紧把昨天在拳心握著
而回忆越是甜 就是 越伤人了
越是在 手心留下
密密麻麻 深深浅浅 的刀割

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

这 世界 笑了 於是你合群的一起笑了
当生存是规则 不是 你的选择
於是你 含著眼泪
飘飘荡荡 跌跌撞撞 的走著

你不是真正的快乐
你的笑只是你穿的保护色
你决定不恨了 也决定不爱了
把你的灵魂关在永远锁上的躯壳

你不是真正的快乐
你的伤从不肯完全的愈合
我站在你左侧 却像隔著银河
难道就真的抱著遗憾一直到老了
然后才后悔著

你值得真正的快乐
你应该脱下你穿的保护色
为什麼失去了 还要被惩罚呢
能不能就让 悲伤全部
结束在此刻 重新开始活著

Pocket of Sunshine

Many a time we tend to look at the world from our narrow perspective
how far can our vision go
to accomodate the things happening around us

If the world revolves around oneself
and every person believes in this
who does the world exactly revolves around?

there are times when we feel like a failure
or rather we feel that we are failures
or that the people around us owe us something
or that we are being left out of the revolving world
and its a fact that everyone encounters this at least once in their lifetime

for those who sinks into emotional problems every once in awhile
its just too bad

We can choose to continue blaming everyone around us
or even choosing to put the whole blame on ourselves and sink into depression
but for those who have gone through failures
we all know that does not help
At All

Quitters are not necessary losers
Successful winners are those who get into shit but endure and get out of it

The growing up process involves us getting into troubles and problems
and insist that we solve our own problems ourselves

Family can be there
Friends can be there
but most importantly
Your own belief and own support

My new msn nick:
In Life, Everything is an Investment.

We put time, money and efforts into watever simple thing we do or person we know
That's the capital.
Everything, Everyone respond and behave in different manner.
That's uncertainty.
We never know for the same amount of things invested in, what are the returns.
That's the risk.

No matter what we are going to meet in our life next year, next month, or even tomorrow
we will never know
Whoever is going to enter our life or our heart the next moment
we will never know

The only person we can ever know
is ourselves.
So, to everyone i know or ever know

Please believe in yourselves
And i wish a brighter future for everyone of us.

P.S: I hope everyone holds a Pocket of Sunshine