On the eve of CNY, after the reunion dinner... went to Kenny's house to play mj with him, Ken & Bee,
result => Winnings ++$28
1st day of CNY, bai nian time!!
with my only set of new year clothes this year from MU...
all ready =)
the typical scene during new year involves boring people who aren't exactly so close to one another, gathering to get angpows, thankfully there's the best invention called the television, which allows the boring souls to focus their attention on during silent moments and not needing to squeeze their brain cells to come up with topics to chat with one another..
Niece Shunling & Me
Niece ZhenQi & MeCNY Day 3
Woke up @ 11.45am to realised i'm late to meet Sihui for movie @ 12.40pm... rushed like hell and rush all the way to The Cathay for <27>
Hang out all the way around city hall area with some scouting around for her dream camera Canon 40D, afterwhich met soulmate for a drink before heading down to dbl O for the night..
Met soulmate's cousin & friends, before seeing Kelvin, Bee, her friends.. Kenny also joined in later part and @ 3 am.. headed over to dragonfly... reaching home only at 7 am...
CNY Day 4
Woke up at 3 pm , ate den slept till 6 pm... slack around at home pretty much before heading down to Kenny's house for yet another MJ session with him, his brother & their friend..
result=> Winnings -$9
Home @ 4am to prepare for work tomorrow..
CNY Day 5
1st day back in office.. met up with soulmate for breakfast @ eunos before going to kickoff which was postponed to the afternoon.. so we spend our morning just slacking around office, settling stuff..
Din had anything to do.. so arranged to meet up with lingoo @ Sing Post for tuang-ing before heading back to office for gambling session...
result => Winnings ~+$15
Stayed in office till night where we then adjourned to terence's house for MJ.. first half round played there, afterwhich too many ppl hand itchy so we shifted the table to linus's house to combine open 2 tables and carried on ...
result => Winnings -$4
ended around 5+ am.. afterwhich soulmate & me went for Mac breakfast before heading home..
Finally a day of proper rest & relax.. today was just pure sleeping and more sleeping and resting and tv..
Got MJ kakis again but ended up rejecting the offer.. should be a right choice bahz.. As V-Day draws nearer ... i'm becoming moody again..
I told XiaoYun today that i think im more & more not suitable to get into a proper relationship.. seeing my friends getting stable and even going towards marriage.. i look back and see myself still indulging and still enjoying life, not willing to settle down, as i see more & more guys straying and feeling less faith in having relationships
In my life now, there is only but one guy who is in my opinion very marriable, though boring, though mundane
Someone whom i know V-day would mean nothing to him, birthdays would seem like a normal day as well, romance is not an important thing also.. but someone you know you can entrust yourself to..
We are seeing lesser & lesser of each other, yet each msn conversation seems much more comfortable.. i said i give up, i said i knew we cant be together, yet every once in a while, i will check back and be relieved that he is still single..
Is this love?
Or is it yet just another passing shower of infactuation?
If it is love, how can i still feel for soulmate? even being jealous for things?
If it is love, how can i still keep consistently wanting to go out and test other people?
No comments:
Post a Comment