too long not blogging
too many things happening

fyp corks up again
demo postponed again
by monday
by hook
by crook
if not , i'm screwed

exams are coming
i have not started preparing
as usual
the final semester in my 4 years
suddenly
the feeling that i have never properly cherished ntu
the honors class, the results is not the most important thing to me
but the unfulfiling university life is what i regret

but one thing i know for sure
elvina has grown up
innocent to complicated
mature i would not say
complex is more fitting

work is becoming more positive
at least i have already 9 appts next week
all cold appointments though
i have faith.
MAY would be a good month
i just need to tide through april with all the exams and fyp presentations

lingoo have some problems recently
met up with her yesterday
i asked her one thing "y we both meet up with such fucked up stuff?"
she has her conclusion on how aries behaves which seems true
interesting in a way

i set myself some objectives after my school which will finally come to an end
i need to put my focus on other things already
and there are things i need to start pulling away from
to stop having expectations on

supposed to be rushing my fyp program now
but slacked from jus now till now watching drama
i even have this super nice intention to go run a super nice errand
*better wake up*
but 70% chance i might... since i am also super fucking bored

Should i stop searching?