"i never would have expected that by recruiting u, things would become like that"
""everthing is okay now 'cos things are still fine, but when things go wrong, it may turn out very ugly,please know how to handle it"
"please know what you are doing"
"when i recruited u, i din felt you were like this, you had ideals and goals"
"you have changed"
wrong move.
as time goes by, i'm getting more and more wary of hitching a ride from my manager as it becomes a situation whereby i'm trapped in the car with him and no chance to escape his oncoming weird comments and queries
being a very sensitive person, it makes me more skeptical and infere more hidden meanings from his sentences
maybe it is me as a person
maybe it is 'cos i'm closer to a certain someone who differs in opinions from him in particular
or maybe he now feels i'm not the type of ppl he want anymore
i have stopped followingly wholeheartedly what he preaches
it is not being rebellious but perhaps by nature i am not so driven
i have taken a deaf ear to certain issues
but as an adult i feel responsible for my own and only my actions
i have slacken from his target for consecutive 2 months and 2 months more to come
but i really need to have my focus on other issues, like my fyp, which he mentions he understands yet still expects me to do at least $1000 for the next 2 months
March-FYP high volume period
April-Last semester exams
I came in and produced okay results
There are also 3 new part timers altogether
both are not final year but i am
I know last semester exams i still did sales but i really don't think i should chiong this 2 months
yet still feeling pressured to
because if i do not perform, it just means i am hanging out with the wrong person
and i dun like that kind of thinking
Watched "L Change the World"
i rate it a 2 out of 5 stars
for people who caught the marathon together with the first 2 Deathnote series, i feel even more for their wasted $$
Deathnote is adapted from a Japanese manga series with, i personally feel, a witty storyline.
Deathnote 1 revolves around how a genius high school student who decides to rid the world of evil with the help of a supernatural notebook that kills anyone whose name is written in it. Light seeks to become "the God of the new world" by passing his judgment on criminals but catches the attention of the International Police Organization and a mysterious detective known only as "L". Light realizes that L will be his greatest nemesis, and a game of psychological cat and mouse between the two begins.
Deathnote 2 complicates the matter with a new shinigami & a new death note book owned by famous celebrity Ayumi. The mental challenge and fight between "L" and "Kira" continues, with the ending of L's sacrificial & exposure of Kira's true identity.
Up to this point, the movie, though summarised, protrayed a very exciting and thrilling story which captivated many, including me, who went on to catch the anime. Following the death of L, all was not the end. In the anime, 2 destined child, also adopted by the same orphanage which adopted L, strives to carry on L's task of capturing Kira, who apparantly managed to snook ppl and 'escaped', and also to fight each other's wits to truly take over L
Deathnote 3 ridiculously advertised with L's last 23 days which most viewed as the detailed investigative scenes which Part 2 cut short of. Yet, it actually involves a whole new case summarised by a very typical old english movie with third world countries, cross borders, laboratory test, virus infections, motive of human destruction, idea of a twisted ideal world, plane hijack & of course with L coming up with the vaccine and stopping a major plane crash.
*speechless*
Another movie which i caught with lingoo
P.S. I Love You
Holly Kennedy is beautiful, smart and married to the love of her life - a passionate, funny, and impetuous Irishman named Gerry. So when Gerry's life is taken by an illness, it takes the life out of Holly. The only one who can help her is the person who is no longer there. Nobody knows Holly better than Gerry. So it's a good thing he planned ahead.
Before he died, Gerry wrote Holly a series of letters that will guide her, not only through her grief, but in rediscovering herself. The first message arrives on Holly's 30th birthday in the form of a cake, and to her utter shock, a tape recording from Gerry, who proceeds to tell her to get out and "celebrate herself". In the weeks and months that follow, more letters from Gerry are delivered in surprising ways, each sending her on a new adventure and each signing off in the same way; P.S. I Love You. Holly's mother and best friends begin to worry that Gerry's letters are keeping Holly tied to the past, but in fact, each letter is pushing her further into a new future. With Gerry's words as her guide, Holly embarks on a journey of rediscovery in a story about marriage, friendship and how a love so strong can turn the finality of death into a new beginning for life.
A 2 hour long show which still seems too short to fully depict the emotions involved. It is touching and I did teared, especially at the first tape & birthday cake that came on Holly's 30th birthday. What more can one ask for except to be able to find a man like Gerry to Holly is. Overall comment 4 out of 5 stars with the slight pity that i missed the last 5 minutes.
*argh*
I have so much more to blog about yet really very nua to do so now
another time...
P.S. I have one whole week of freedom starting this friday night!!
Wooohoo~~~~~~~~
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