slappable day

today is a super shag yet unhappy day

1) woke up damn early
2) rushed to school
3) did almost a day of surveys and prospecting
4) liased with people for my manager
5) rushed to print bips for closing yet computer cork up
6) off to hall 2
7) to serangoon
8) client cancel appt
9) all time dragged and no time to catch soulmate or anyone
10) so tired & broke, got mom to fetch to eat
11) den came mis-comm with surveyor problem

feeling kindof upset now
especially when you know that its an ignorant mistake
or maybe its not a mistake at all

some things are hard to clear up
i guess its really hard to be a good person
maybe i am too sensitive
but in a way it really hurts me to a certain extent

the way i proposed to solve it
some may think i am stupid
i pay
but i am willing to give the product to others
just case i feel that maybe i am wrong
and i should compensate

i have no one to discuss to now
except my soulmate
who is somewhere in the west
who's handphone is low batt now

--lost--