All good things come to an end

A happy, eventful, busy day ended a empty,sorrowful, tearful night.

how do you disappear from someone's life?






P.S. I need a strong pair of hands to wake me up from my dreams

life is not SO great after all

there are just too many things unspeakable



i have friends

whom i really like.

whom i really trust.

whom i really hate.

whom i really hurt.

whom i really want.



whom might not be anywhere near me.



i have a life

which is really busy.

which is really complicated.

which is really unspeakable to many.


i have a soul mate.
now 2 ppl in my social circle knows it.
they may not approve of the idea but nonetheless i have 1

i told my soulmate last night this:

everyday before i go out, i look into the mirror and give myself a wide smile and i feel good
but the moment i turn away
my heart sinks into emptiness straightaway

i no longer knows who i am anymore
as we grow up and change ourselves to suit the surroundings and people around us
we mask ourselves again and again

i dunno what i need anymore
is it just someone, like anyone?
that's very bad
very bad

the only thing i can do now is to devote myself to something
maybe work
maybe FYP
thou shall try not to irritate my soulmate so much too

busy.fuckedup

too many things happened.

some ppl know, many don't
if u know, u know.

if u dunno, either i haven had the chance to let u know or u don't need to know.
so dun ask.

i'm an emo girl.

i'm not fit to play around with my life or act like i can play around with my life.
it's so screwed.

anyway.
today was the first day of exams

2 papers down - HRM & Emotions in everyday life.

1 more paper tmr @ 5 pm - Systems for Everyone.

I regret taking shit electives, but whatever, just need to get it over and done with.

I look at my calendar and friday is going to be so ... packed.

11 am gg RV for photoshoot (yes, i still dun have my namecard photo)
1230 pm gg tampines to collect premiums from Josephine
Den gotta go back office settle + submit my mom's case
Gotta prepare for the closing on saturday for my cousin.
Another 2 pending proposals to prepare.
Another 2 pending cases to sign.

If everything goes well, will meet Sihui @ night for CRAB beehoon!!!

*i so need my beauty sleep on thursday*

may my career be a smooth one =)